Yesterday, for the umpteenth time, I got called a goth. This doesn't bother me much, its just the fact that I'm not a goth that annoys me. I've also been called an emo, which also annoys me as I'm not that either. As a matter of fact, I'm not anything.
I've been called both of these things purely based on the music I listen to and the fact I've dyed my hair dark brown. Yes, I like H.I.M., Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, Alice Cooper and obviously many other bands of similar genre, but that doesn't make me gothic. It means I like that style of music. And as for the hair, yes it's now darker than it was. But it's only one shade darker than my natural colour, and I only did it to cover up the two-tone from the last attempt to get rid of the purple. None of this makes me a goth, or an emo. And neither do my skinny jeans and black hoodies.
Oh and finally, I'm not a geek or a nerd either. I'm proud I get good grades, at least I'll do something with my life and I'll have a good job. And maybe I don't smoke, maybe I don't go and get drunk and stoned every week, but I know that I'm gonna live a hell of a lot longer than you guys who do are, and quite frankly my liver and lungs are still healthy.
So please, stop calling me a goth or an emo, or a geek/nerd. I'm not any of them, it's cliché I know but I'm just me! Kthnxbai.
Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror... ♥
Thursday 10 June 2010
Thursday 3 June 2010
Ice cream and the Russian Mafia
Today, I went to town with Reece and Tom. It was awesome, it was really warm (:
We went to Greenhead Park, where they were selling icecream! So, we got icecream (: and then some very fattening fast food for lunch, both of which we ate sitting on the grass in the sunshine. I was sad, because the huge paddling pool was closed, and I really wanted to paddle :/
Then, however, we noticed this man. He was dressed in black jeans, black shoes, a top and a heavy black jacket, despite the incredible heat. Oh and sunglasses. We decided that this meant he was in the Russian Mafia, so we stalked him for about 10 minutes. Sadly, he realised and kept giving us funny looks. It was brilliant.
After that, we went to the train station. Not for a train, but to go to the courtyard outside the station. Why? Because they have a bit, where its at the same level, where there's loads of fountains that spray out the ground that you can play in :) we were all wearing jeans, yet we all got soaked. It was awesome! :D
Finally, we went to HMV, where Reece and Tom bought CDs, but I didn't. Then I got the train home, once I was dry. Very eventful, good day.
And I had a BBQ for tea. Nom.
We're taking short cuts, to false solutions, just to come out, the hero ♥
We went to Greenhead Park, where they were selling icecream! So, we got icecream (: and then some very fattening fast food for lunch, both of which we ate sitting on the grass in the sunshine. I was sad, because the huge paddling pool was closed, and I really wanted to paddle :/
Then, however, we noticed this man. He was dressed in black jeans, black shoes, a top and a heavy black jacket, despite the incredible heat. Oh and sunglasses. We decided that this meant he was in the Russian Mafia, so we stalked him for about 10 minutes. Sadly, he realised and kept giving us funny looks. It was brilliant.
After that, we went to the train station. Not for a train, but to go to the courtyard outside the station. Why? Because they have a bit, where its at the same level, where there's loads of fountains that spray out the ground that you can play in :) we were all wearing jeans, yet we all got soaked. It was awesome! :D
Finally, we went to HMV, where Reece and Tom bought CDs, but I didn't. Then I got the train home, once I was dry. Very eventful, good day.
And I had a BBQ for tea. Nom.
We're taking short cuts, to false solutions, just to come out, the hero ♥
Wednesday 2 June 2010
I should be revising
On Monday, I have a maths test. I also have a maths test next Friday. I should really be revising, especially since I have 6 exams in total next week. But instead, I'm thinking about what the mind of a paranoid schizophrenic would look like. Blame Jamie for that one. I was also going to blog my day, but I got bored so did this instead:
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
I last texted Becky.. So no (:
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Mum, I think
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Indeed
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yes :)
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
Nope. Actually, yes. There was a spider in my bath.
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
Jamie <3
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with an L?
Nope
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
Camping with loads of friends!
Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
Jo and Jamie are the best at it, although my friends in general do :)
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
There’s someone I’d like to be kissing right now.
Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Yes!
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeah, I do :)
How do you feel about girls smoking?
I think its wrong whether it’s a guy or a girl.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
“I look a total and utter mess, do I always look like this?”
Do you fall for people easily?
Depends :)
What are you doing?
Filling in this whilst my iPod syncs :)
Is there something bothering you?
Not really, other than exam stress
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Nope.
Can you go one day without thinking about the person who is currently?
Currently what?
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
No :(
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
No, actually. It’d make it a little strange knowing someone else liked me when I’m going out with Jamie (unless it was Jamie who told me, though I already knew that)
Do you straighten your hair before bed?
No, I straighten it when I get up, sillys :)
Do you open up to a lot of people?
No..I think 3 people?
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
God knows.
Do you trust all of your friends?
Most of them.
What is it about the person that you like, that draws you in?
Personality, smile, amazing mood, other stuff :)
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
As good reason as any!
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
There’s days I would
But I suppose I wouldn’t wanna live days over and over really
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Haha yeah :)
How many tattoos would you get?
I don’t really want any, but if anything I’d get the heartagram tattooed on my wrist (:
Do you tell your parents everything?
Nope x)
Do you get drunk every weekend?
Nope, I think that people who do are idiots.
Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?
No
Do you prefer someone taller or shorter than you?
Taller (:
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I don’t know..They might be?
Do you think that you're a good person?
Sometimes.
Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Joanne Shaw
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Yess, right now ;D
Have you ever felt replaced?
A little yeah.
Do you miss your past?
Some of it.
Ever spent the night in a tent?
Yeah :)
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Yeah, a lot of people :)
How often do you honestly cry?
Not very often, but it depends on the circumstances
How much money have you spent today?
None? ;D
Do you like movie nights?
Yeahh (:
If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
It depends. If it hurt me too much then no, but there’s a chance that not being with them would hurt more. But that can only happen if they really are sorry.
Do you think the word love is overused?
Not really no :)
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Only at sleepovers :)
2. Do you enjoy drama?
Hate the subject.
But I like plays, movies etc.
3. Are you a girly girl?
Not really no :$
4. Who was the last person you hugged?
Jamie I think
5. Small or large purses?
Medium ;D
6. Are you short?
Nope
7. Do you like somebody?
Yeah, Jamie
8. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
If they get dirty then its not too bad, I’ll wash them when I get home
But if they were dirty I wouldn’t put them on
9. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Not usually :-/
10. Are you double jointed?
I’m lax-jointed ;D
11. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Urm, the bathtub?
12. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No!
13. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I hope not!
14. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yeah (:
[x] I do wear make-up (eyeliner occasionally)
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy - in the piarates of the Caribbean ;)
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[-] I own a boy band CD. 30 Seconds To Mars are TECHNICALLY a boyband ;)
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x]I have/had a piercing other then my ears.
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
Black and pink
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope :)
5. Do you have a best friend?
Yeahh (:
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah, but only jokingly
8. Do you like your life?
Yeah, I wouldn’t change it for the world
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No :(
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys
Girls I think
13. How long have you had a facebook?
Ages (:
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah, but it wasn’t in a mean way
15. What are your biggest fears?
Spiders;
And growing up and dying alone with no-one realising that I’m dead and no-one caring that I’m no longer there :(
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah :(
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yeah
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
I don’t know
Some people can change
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yess
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Not really, I wouldn’t want the constant paparazzi (:
21. Are you currently missing someone?
A little
THIS GUY/GIRL OR THAT GUY/GIRL? PICK ONE
Cowboy or Gangster?
Neither!!
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
Punk/Goth (:
Face or Body?
Face, mostly
Sweet or Sexy?
I like both :)
Armani or Abercrombie?
Urm, neither?
Contacts or Glasses?
Contacts
YOURSELF...
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner
02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
Neither
03. American eagle or Hollister?
Hollister
04. Pumps or flats?
I like both
05. Skirts or pants?
In summer skirts
In cold weather pants
06. Socks or leggings?
leggings :)))
07. Hoodies or jackets?
Hoodies :)
08. Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers
09. Straight or curly hair?
Straight
10. White or black?
Black
11. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
Victoria’s Secret! I love that shop, they do awesome underwear (:
12. Smoothies or lattes?
Smoothies (:
13. Diet or regular sodas?
Regular
14. Water or daiquiris?
Water
Don’t know what Daiquiris is :P
15. Pearls or diamonds?
Diamonds (:
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
Er, neither.
17. iPod or cell phone?
I like both (:
18. Friends or family?
Again, both (:
19. Lip gloss or lip stick?
Lip gloss
20. Manicure or pedicures?
Manicure
21. Tank tops or beaters?
Tank tops
22. Tiffany’s or Chanel?
Neither really
23. love or peace?
Love
24. Sunglasses or purses?
Purses
IN A GUY ...
Funny or Serious?
A mixture of the two
Romantic or Daredevil?
Romantic
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
I don’t really mind, but I like dark
Long Hair or Short Hair?
Medium!
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
I don’t mind
Clean-cut or Rough?
Clean
Basketball Player or Football Player?
Rugby ;)
But if I have to choose, football :)
Smoker or Non-smoker?
Non-smoker
Drunk or Sober?
Sober
Druggie or Clean?
Clean
Has a Motorcycle or has a Sports Car?
Sports car
Player or Loyal?
Loyal(:
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
I last texted Becky.. So no (:
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Mum, I think
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Indeed
Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yes :)
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
Nope. Actually, yes. There was a spider in my bath.
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
Jamie <3
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with an L?
Nope
Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
Camping with loads of friends!
Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
Jo and Jamie are the best at it, although my friends in general do :)
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
There’s someone I’d like to be kissing right now.
Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Yes!
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yeah, I do :)
How do you feel about girls smoking?
I think its wrong whether it’s a guy or a girl.
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
“I look a total and utter mess, do I always look like this?”
Do you fall for people easily?
Depends :)
What are you doing?
Filling in this whilst my iPod syncs :)
Is there something bothering you?
Not really, other than exam stress
Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Nope.
Can you go one day without thinking about the person who is currently?
Currently what?
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
No :(
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
No, actually. It’d make it a little strange knowing someone else liked me when I’m going out with Jamie (unless it was Jamie who told me, though I already knew that)
Do you straighten your hair before bed?
No, I straighten it when I get up, sillys :)
Do you open up to a lot of people?
No..I think 3 people?
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
God knows.
Do you trust all of your friends?
Most of them.
What is it about the person that you like, that draws you in?
Personality, smile, amazing mood, other stuff :)
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
As good reason as any!
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
There’s days I would
But I suppose I wouldn’t wanna live days over and over really
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Haha yeah :)
How many tattoos would you get?
I don’t really want any, but if anything I’d get the heartagram tattooed on my wrist (:
Do you tell your parents everything?
Nope x)
Do you get drunk every weekend?
Nope, I think that people who do are idiots.
Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?
No
Do you prefer someone taller or shorter than you?
Taller (:
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I don’t know..They might be?
Do you think that you're a good person?
Sometimes.
Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Joanne Shaw
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Yess, right now ;D
Have you ever felt replaced?
A little yeah.
Do you miss your past?
Some of it.
Ever spent the night in a tent?
Yeah :)
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Yeah, a lot of people :)
How often do you honestly cry?
Not very often, but it depends on the circumstances
How much money have you spent today?
None? ;D
Do you like movie nights?
Yeahh (:
If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
It depends. If it hurt me too much then no, but there’s a chance that not being with them would hurt more. But that can only happen if they really are sorry.
Do you think the word love is overused?
Not really no :)
1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Only at sleepovers :)
2. Do you enjoy drama?
Hate the subject.
But I like plays, movies etc.
3. Are you a girly girl?
Not really no :$
4. Who was the last person you hugged?
Jamie I think
5. Small or large purses?
Medium ;D
6. Are you short?
Nope
7. Do you like somebody?
Yeah, Jamie
8. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
If they get dirty then its not too bad, I’ll wash them when I get home
But if they were dirty I wouldn’t put them on
9. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Not usually :-/
10. Are you double jointed?
I’m lax-jointed ;D
11. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Urm, the bathtub?
12. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No!
13. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I hope not!
14. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yeah (:
[x] I do wear make-up (eyeliner occasionally)
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy - in the piarates of the Caribbean ;)
[x] I love to laugh
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[-] I own a boy band CD. 30 Seconds To Mars are TECHNICALLY a boyband ;)
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x]I have/had a piercing other then my ears.
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
Black and pink
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope :)
5. Do you have a best friend?
Yeahh (:
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah, but only jokingly
8. Do you like your life?
Yeah, I wouldn’t change it for the world
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nope
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No :(
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys
Girls I think
13. How long have you had a facebook?
Ages (:
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah, but it wasn’t in a mean way
15. What are your biggest fears?
Spiders;
And growing up and dying alone with no-one realising that I’m dead and no-one caring that I’m no longer there :(
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah :(
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yeah
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
I don’t know
Some people can change
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yess
20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Not really, I wouldn’t want the constant paparazzi (:
21. Are you currently missing someone?
A little
THIS GUY/GIRL OR THAT GUY/GIRL? PICK ONE
Cowboy or Gangster?
Neither!!
Preppy or Punk/Goth?
Punk/Goth (:
Face or Body?
Face, mostly
Sweet or Sexy?
I like both :)
Armani or Abercrombie?
Urm, neither?
Contacts or Glasses?
Contacts
YOURSELF...
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner
02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
Neither
03. American eagle or Hollister?
Hollister
04. Pumps or flats?
I like both
05. Skirts or pants?
In summer skirts
In cold weather pants
06. Socks or leggings?
leggings :)))
07. Hoodies or jackets?
Hoodies :)
08. Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers
09. Straight or curly hair?
Straight
10. White or black?
Black
11. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
Victoria’s Secret! I love that shop, they do awesome underwear (:
12. Smoothies or lattes?
Smoothies (:
13. Diet or regular sodas?
Regular
14. Water or daiquiris?
Water
Don’t know what Daiquiris is :P
15. Pearls or diamonds?
Diamonds (:
16. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
Er, neither.
17. iPod or cell phone?
I like both (:
18. Friends or family?
Again, both (:
19. Lip gloss or lip stick?
Lip gloss
20. Manicure or pedicures?
Manicure
21. Tank tops or beaters?
Tank tops
22. Tiffany’s or Chanel?
Neither really
23. love or peace?
Love
24. Sunglasses or purses?
Purses
IN A GUY ...
Funny or Serious?
A mixture of the two
Romantic or Daredevil?
Romantic
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
I don’t really mind, but I like dark
Long Hair or Short Hair?
Medium!
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
I don’t mind
Clean-cut or Rough?
Clean
Basketball Player or Football Player?
Rugby ;)
But if I have to choose, football :)
Smoker or Non-smoker?
Non-smoker
Drunk or Sober?
Sober
Druggie or Clean?
Clean
Has a Motorcycle or has a Sports Car?
Sports car
Player or Loyal?
Loyal(:
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